Cryptic Confusion

I'm doing something tonight that I've put off twice now. I even considered putting it off again. Until last night, when I was looking at my Facebook profile and saw the lyrics I have underneath my picture. The same lyrics I have on my wall above my mirror: "Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold". These lyrics come from the song Soar, by Christina Aguilera.* (Don't hold it against me that I like her music, this song got me through a LOT of crap times. Also, my music taste is actually quite broad, so some pop is bound to sneak in there).

"Don't hold back" were the words that hit home and made me think 'What the heck, might as well do it and see what happens'. So I'm going to do it. And see what happens.

I'm nervous and still considering being too sick to go, which may not be too far from the truth as I do have a bit of a cold at the moment. Not to mention it's probably going to be a pain in the arse to get there. I'd feel bad if I tried to postpone or cancel again though. So I have to just go, enjoy myself, and see what happens.
My task for the day - focus on those lyrics.

xx

*please excuse the crappy vision on that you-tube clip. I wanted to link the song rather than just the lyrics, and I just clicked on the first one that came up in the search. Meh.